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Hey dudesss, how are we all? I need to do my science course work this weekend. I need to do an essay about atoms, molecules, the periodic table and all stuff like that. Everybody finds it really easy but...I'm a tad confused!
Holy moly I'm 15 this year :) I feel really young in comparison to all my friends, I'm one of the youngest because my birthday is the 25Th of July ;D
Today was a good day...in some aspects. For the first four lessons most of my friends were away on a trip so there was only three of us together; me Lauren and Danielle, love those guys :)
I'm off, possibly update you later, bye bye.
Amy,xxx

Well well well...dont you sometimes just with that you had a magic lamp or a magic wand or just anything that could make things all better? I do. I wish i could wave that wand and change the past, make everything...normal? I'm not wishing i could make things perfect...normal would be good. Anyway..

Righty then, how have we all been? Good? Good. Once you get into key stage 4 it really is all about money isnt it? Off the top of my head so far this year theres going to be the London trip (£170), Howath (dont know how to spell it, £40), work experience clothes (god knows...) material for textiles (£10+) it all add up i suppose and...we're only at the end of January! Dear god! The thing is, i feel really bad/uncomfortable when i ask my family for money for trips and thing like that so sometimes ill just choose to not even ask and just forget about certain things :L

I feel really tired tonight so im going to go to bed early and read a bit of my book :) Bye bye.

Amy, x x x

I'd just like to thank Kerry for her book recommendations, i am going to go to the library this week :) I'm going to look for all three, and bring them home to have a look at them. Whilst I'm there I'm going to have a flick through a few others as well. Thanks kerry!

Amy, x x

Rock and chips.

At this moment, right now at 13 minutes past nine I'm in my living room laying on the settee watching Rock and chips. To be honest I'm not completely sure what its all about, all i know is its something to do with only fools and horses. It's really good! Ha ha. Hilarious :)

Starting tomorrow I'm starting my eat better = opportunity to feel and look better thing. I don't really know what to call it because I'm not calling it diet...so yeah :) I know. I know. I've said this many a time before but I'm determined this time...she says :L

Amy, x x

Heaven.

Just an update really...Ive finished some of my coursework, just my english to do now.

I love you :)

My pictures from my walk...tbh, i dont like them.

Duckies :)

I like the water on this one.

Overall im not impressed. :(

Amy, x x

Hey guyyss, how are we all? I'm hoping that by the end of the today ill go on a walk around the lake with my mum to take a few pictures, i feel like Ive neglected m camera because since Christmas I've not used it, so...yeah. Not good. Right now I'm sat in my living room holding my brother and typing at the same time :L I guess you could say I'm THE ultimate multitasker! hes getting so big now, as I'm typing hes trying to sit him self up! Ha ha.

So yeah, my aim is that by the end of the day i will have been for a refreshing walk around the lake with my mum and taken quite a few pictures to prove it :) The lake around my house is pretty nice if you see it at the right time, the photo is really poor quality because i took it with my old phone but its the only picture i can show you. I was going to include my self in a few pictures but i changed my mind because i look really rough today :L I'm going to get my nan to ring the doctors and make me an appointment so i can ask the doctor if i can have something to help me with my skin. Hopefully, he will say he has just the thing for me ha ha.

After I've been for my walk i think i might possibly get my sewing machine out and have a play, you never know...i may make something to be proud of. All i can do is hope. If i do succeed i will make sure i take a photo of it, i might put a photo off my first sewing attempt up too ha ha.

Anyway, gonna be off now, ill put up the photos from my walk later.

Amy x x

Hey guyssss :) Thought id write a quick blog whilst I'm waiting for Glee to buffer :P I'm really getting int Glee ha ha, I've heard peple compare it to high school musical but...nahhh! HSM is poop! The past few days Ive been up to my neck in coursework and I'm so relieved that I've got the majority of my science done now. Phewww :) Oh yeah...recently ive become addicted to dialute vimto, i think it's a problem hahaha! My mums hopefully getting a new house, im really happy for her because the road she lives on at the moment kind of scared me because the people up the road were a little scary ha ha! Oh well...their not that bad i suppose. Bless them :L

Bye bye, Love Amy ;D x x

Hello dearies, I have finally, at long last sorted the internet out at my house! hallelujah! I have my mum and my baby brother over for a few days this week (not going to go into that - hectic) but yeah...hopefully things will be better afterwards :S
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Right...the snow. It's kinda starting to do my head in at school now. It's got to the point that the immature people are throwing 'ice balls' at people and yeah...they hurt. Oooohhh, I did my first 'sewing attempt' yesterday! Okay...its not very good. But its something! Ha ha, right..i don't have any pictures of it, but...i do have a few pictures of my sewing stuff ha ha. Basically all i made was a new cover for my dressing table stool ha ha.

Yeah...I'm gonna go now, bye bye x x

I bought my friend a charm for her beautiful charm bracelet today:) My friend Kerry, got a really gorgeous charm bracelet for Christmas and seems as she was in need...i am there to help :D I got her a charm of a snail (which sounds odd), which is very nice.

that's all i really have t say for now, bye bye. I may blog again later :)
Amy ;D x x x

P.S. In reference to yesterdays post, i found my silver lining :) x

It's not good man...not good.

Sometimes i feel like my life is a big fat train wreck. In some aspects everybody wants me and no matter what decision i make I'll hurt somebody in the process, and on the other hand theres the side where nobody wants me and the only person that gets hurt is me. The people who i end up hurting are the people i love the most, but theres nothing i cant do about it. All i can do is just carry on as if nothing was wrong. I'm sorry that this post is rather on the angry/sad/sympathetic side by the way. It's new years day and i should be happy, celebrating the new year and everything...but...whats there to celebrate? A new year? Its just another day. Hope fully 2010 will be better, certain things in my life i know i cant change but...oh well! I'll just try to find a silver lining.

Amy, x