Hey my friends (: Today has been utterly amazing. I will admit i have kinda skived the day off school but in my own defence it was for the good of my self and my mum and her bump (: well i suppose i'll tell you why im so happy; last night i popped in to see my mum to make sure she was ok and whilst i was there she told me her first scan was tomorrow (today) and sked me to go with her and i automatically jumped to the opertunity. Today i got up had a shower and got ready to be taken to my dads and once i was there i just decided to come on the laptop for a while then i left at 12:10 to go meet my mum outside the pub, then we walked to my mums friend's house who was taking us to the hospital. The wait for the scan took forever and was terrible but once we were in the scan room the put the jelly on my mums tummy and all of a sudden this amazing little picture was there, my heart stopped and i was filling up! this little blob is my brother or sister and it's so tiny and i could hear it's heart beat and we got told he or shes healthy and well. I'm so happy he or shes ok and i cant wait to meet them :) Byeee Xxxx oh yeah and the picture at the top is my the scan picture i got to keep (:

Hello,

I'm in a proper weird mood today i just keep thinking about my mum because shes pregnant and i was just thinking what the babies like now and i found out that it has fingers and toes and wrists and ancles. I find this soo cute lol, im really depressed as well too because i dont live with my mum and i realised im never going to see the baby. The real vital things a sister should feel and witness im going to miss out on, like a sisters supposed to be pissed of about the stupid baby crying all night but i wont get that and a sisters supposed to see the first smile and first laugh and first steps and i wont see them. Seriously gutted and depressed is how id describe my self at the minute :( so... really weird but i fell to sleep this afternoon because i was just laying on my bed staring t the ceiling thinking about the future and the past and whats happening now. Any way im going to go now so bye bye (: Love Youuuu Xxxxxx