ahh, I love them :)

Yesterday I spent the day wondering around town with my mum to get some London clothes (which I love!), I was going to put pictures from the internet on here of them but I don't like the pictures so I'm not going to :) I got a high waisted skirt from topshop and a white crop top from miss selfridge. I still need to get some shoes for that outfit but yeah, I'm happy.

The sun is here! Yay! I actually think there's a chance we may have an actual summer in England this year! I don't know whether I dare say that or not to be honest...

Today I'm going to do something I would never ever do and I'm going to spend the day on my back garden laying on a deckchair in the sun :) Will I get a tan? I don't think so. But...it's worth a try!

I hope you all have really good summers, bye!

Yay! I won a competition! I entered a competition to win a really nice top by commenting on a really good blog's post and I won! So excited! I've never won a competition on the internet before :D

Hey, thought I'd do a quick post before I start going crazy getting my bits and bobs together to go out. I'm going into Derby today to see my friends. It sounds so weird to say that because I always count Derby as my home because I'm there so much of the time, but I guess it isn't my home. It's just a place I visit frequently. O'well! Home is where your heart is eh? In that case...I don't have a clue where mine is! I have quite a few houses; my mum's house, my dad's house, my house (Nan& Granddad's) and I guess I'd class my friend, Lauren's house as one of my many houses too :L At least I know I defenaitly have options of a place to go if I ever find my self left out in the cold :)

To get to Derby I'm going to take a twenty minute walk to town, an hour long bus journey to Derby then about a 15-20 minute bus to my friend's house from town. I really like bus journeys, but only if I'm at the back of the bus. The reason for this is really weird I guess but I like to sit at the back of the bus so I can see the different people who get on and off the bus :L It makes me laugh because sometimes you'll see people who get on the bus, pay £1, and get off at the top of the street. Makes me LOL. Might as well walk and keep yourself fit!

Yanoe, I don't actually know if anybody ever reads my blog so...if you've read any of this post at all, leave a comment to let me know? Please? :)

Love you all, Amy :D x

The picture at the top of the post is of me and my friends, love them all. :D

Lazy days. I love them, and I have a feeling that today is going to be one of them.

Sat in my very childlike pink stripy pyjamas on my mums settee watching friends...bliss :)

We have a long weekend! :D

I haven't been to school today because I thought that I'd be really lazy and just have the day off. At sometime this weekend I need to get my ass to Lauren's house and pick up my stuff I left there, I really need that stuff! D:

I'm at my mum's this weekend. I like the weeks I'm at my mum's house, I seem to have fun doing naff all. I love my mum. We've not always seen eye to eye and we've had our rough patches but we're really good now and I love it!

Oh god. Recently I've been on such a gay little downer. I've just felt really lonely and yeah, I'm being stupid really. That's basically it. I need to get out more "/

Amy, xx

The wonders of coursework...Taking pictures of a rattle...great!

MY MILKSHAKE BRINGS ALL THE BOYS TO THE YARD....AND THEIR LIFE IS BETTER THAN YOURS! DAMN RIGHT! IT'S BETTER THAN YOURS! :D

I'm never good at writing stuff that sounds good or has good punctuation or language techniques. Basically, i just rant.

Friends. Their the people who save your ass - or just make it feel better. Well...mine do. I love them so much, they know exactly how to cheer me up. Right now I'm speaking about specific people...three exactly. Sadly only two of them may possibly read this. You guys, I love you. x

I feel like a failure as a human being. Why can't I feel emotions properly? Is there something wrong with me? I just want to go crazy.

It's mother's day tomorrow. This year I've bought my mum a photo album and put a few photos in it, I like it :) I know it not extravagant or expensive but I like to think it's more sentimental :) Father's day next!

Total melt down. The only way to explain it all.

Whilst everybody else is running 'round like psychopaths I like to take a moment to sit back and reflect, let my mind take a breather from the pollution. When everybody's problems are in full swing it's like you can't see where you're going. You take a wild guess and hope you're saying the right thing to help. Solving other people's problems are impossible, all I can do is offer a shoulder to cry on and a pair of ears to listen to them. Is that enough? Really? Recently I've seemed to block all of my own problems in life out, I like it this way. It's more...easy : )

Amy. x

Today I've realised really how different me and my step sisters are from each other. All three of use are so completely different from each other. Complete opposites.

Well that's it... their over! I've done five exams this week and I didn't enjoy one. But that no longer matters...their done :')

Tonight I'm going to have my tea and then pop to good ol' Kerry's house for a while to watch and film with her and Cerian (Y) LOVE MY FRIENDS!

I downloaded google chrome the other week and I really like it, it's even making writing this blog easier! Wow :)

I haven't blogged in a long time have I? I'm sorry about that. My internet was disconnected again at home because we're finding a new provider but I'm at my dads house now so I have internet access :)

This was a really pathetic blog, but thanks for reading it anyway chappy!

Amy out.

heyurrrr guys. How are we all keeping? good :)

I went swimming yesterday, i went with Lauren. Problems afterwards...my hair! Oh god. The chlorine stripped my hair of a lot of the dye, shock horror! So now I'm sat in my mum's kitchen having it redone with a home dye. Dearie dearie me.

FML i really do need a new laptop, mine is all spazzy and i don't like it anymore :/ it always goes wrong, wont do stuff i want it to and just all round does my head in. I really want a new one. Preferably one with a built in web cam and windows seven maybe...a girl can wish! :L

I really need to download all my music again too, when i had my laptop formatted it wiped all my music off bu i didn't mind, i mean all i have to do is download it again right...? Ha ha it's me we're talking about! never quite got round to it.

Blogs always take me so long to write. I suppose its because i never get inspired in writing ha ha ha. i either get distracted or bored :L Ive been trying to find a way to catch up on the last episode of skins because i missed it, Lauren stayed over and i totally forgot. 11pm arrives then i remember D: Ha ha.

Anyways, I'm off now, hope you all have a nice day :D xx Amy xx

Going to see my grandad in Ingolmells tomorrow :) Love him!

Hey guysss, how are we all doing? Well i hope you all feel good because i feel pretty crap to be completely honest :( For the last two weeks ive had a real bad cough and i was up last night coughing really bad until i was sick. Great. So yeah I'm not at school today and neither is Lauren (she has a sore throat).
Righty then...last night me and Lauren went on our random walk around the lake and i just thought i'd elaborate on that a little :) Well when we got home from our dance/fitness class thing after school with everybody (really enjoyed it) we had our tea of cottage pie...Yummm and then decided to grab my camera and go! Haha, we're such gorms but we love it! :L So yeah it was unbelievebly cold but we werent that fussed tbh. Hope you all have had a good day! Byeee :)
P.S. oh yeah...valentines day this sunday...the joy! :/

Amy, xx

Me and Lauren decided to go for a random walk in the cold :L

8 thing tag :)

Hello...I've been tagged to do the eight things thing by a blog i follow, so...here goes!

8 TV shows i watch:

1. Friends

2. Gilmore girls

3. The Cleveland show

4. Skins

5. Balls of steel

6. Being human

7. Come dine with me

8. Scrubs

8 places i like to eat:

1. My house

2. The Chinese in town :)

3. Ma Hubbard's (local pub)

4. A picnic

5. My grandads (Amazing cook)

6. KFC

7. Cafe in ingoldmells (the name escapes me)

8. My mum's house

8 thing i look forward to:

1. Going to college

2. Going to university

3. Falling in love

4. Pursuing my career

5. Having kids (If i do)

6. Having my own house

7. Going traveling

8. Life in general :)

8 things i did yesterday:

1.Got up at half four in the morning to feed Kyle

2. Had a roast at my house (nan cooked)

3. Went on face book

4. Ate a packet on skittles

5. Rang my dad

6. Stayed in my PJs until 11

7. Had horrible Belgian waffles for breakfast

8. Slept.

8 thing on my wish list:

1. Some new jeans

2. Money for my London trip in July.

3. Better skin

4. To get healthy

5. Some boots

6. To have my bedroom decorated

7. Some decent curlers

8. For life to be easier

8 things i am passionate about:

1. Drama

2. Photography

3. My family

4. Not really a passion but...i like country walks.

5. Making my future as good as possible.

6. My family

7. Life

8. Smiling :D

8 words or phrases i use too often:

1. OMG

2. Dearie dearie me.

3. Sooo...

3. Well well well...

4. You bum!

5. Darn it!

6. Holy moly

7. Jizz

8.Homo (i should quite this one)

8 things i learnt from the past:

1. Don't let people treat you like crap.

2. LOVE!

3. Make the most of time.

4. Don't tale things for granted

5. Make memories

6. Don't hold grudges

7. Be individual

8. Try not to care what other think.

8 places i would love to visit:

1. India

2. America

3. France

4. China

5. Africa

6. cant think of the name...romantic place, lots of water.

7.Greece

8. Italy

8 things i currently want or need:

1.Some school shoes

2. Gloves

3. A new tele

4. Motivation

5. Money

6. A full length mirror

7. Some good music

8. Another dog.

8 tags:

Sadie's wardrobe

Nicole

Inside the unknown

Up in cloud nine

Let nature be

Designer skylines

What do stars do

Here there and everywhere

Here we go! well...that took a while :L

Amy, x x x

I need to get a life...seriously.

Hey guys, just lately everybody seems to be doing a lot, whilst I'm really not. I don't know whats wrong with me, is it just that I'm a boring person or is it tat i don't make enough effort? God knows! I think i make enough effort, i always try and make time to see friends but i always seem to be busy doing other things...damn.

I didn't tell you did i? I went on a really good picnic the other weekend with Kerry and Lauren. We sat in a random, uneven, VERY cold Field in oakwood, sat and ate alsorts and drank hot chocolate out of glasses. Overall it was a god day. Because it was so cold we decided to go back to Lauren's house and watch some tele...that bit was good because we were warmer. I love those girls, they really are great :L Heres some photos from the day :D

Amy, xx

Hey, i thought I'd take some advice from a blog i follow and do some experimenting :) These are some of the clothes I'd love to be able to wear this summer...we'll see how it goes :D

Bedroom ;D

Hiya, I'm sorry about me not being a very good 'blogger', recently I just haven't had anything to write about. I realise that I've been turning my blog into mostly about my photos and tbh i don't have a problem with that, if any of you do please tell me and i will cut back :) But i wont stop writing about my self completely! I don't think i could do that, my blog kind of helps me relieve a bit of stress ha ha.

I'm having my hair dyed again on Thursday, I'm going to have it red again but hopefully a tad brighter :D I'm alsogoing to get more hair put into my fringe :)Theres a picture of me & my camera at the bottom :)

My nan has bought me a new dressing table and mirror, I'm hopefully going to get my bedroom

decorated around Easter time, I always say I'm going to get it decorated (i know) but its just buying the stuff and getting it done that's the problem :P. My plan is to paint all the wall white and have some kind of wallpaper on my main wall. I have some pictures of how my room looks now, i know it doesn't look amazingly tidy but...sorry! I'd also just like to point out if you look at my stool you will see my sewing 'attempt' It's the white cover for my stool :) It's not very good though because you can't see the detail.

Bye, bye. Amy. xxx

Updatedd :)

Hey dudesss, how are we all? I need to do my science course work this weekend. I need to do an essay about atoms, molecules, the periodic table and all stuff like that. Everybody finds it really easy but...I'm a tad confused!
Holy moly I'm 15 this year :) I feel really young in comparison to all my friends, I'm one of the youngest because my birthday is the 25Th of July ;D
Today was a good day...in some aspects. For the first four lessons most of my friends were away on a trip so there was only three of us together; me Lauren and Danielle, love those guys :)
I'm off, possibly update you later, bye bye.
Amy,xxx

Well well well...dont you sometimes just with that you had a magic lamp or a magic wand or just anything that could make things all better? I do. I wish i could wave that wand and change the past, make everything...normal? I'm not wishing i could make things perfect...normal would be good. Anyway..

Righty then, how have we all been? Good? Good. Once you get into key stage 4 it really is all about money isnt it? Off the top of my head so far this year theres going to be the London trip (£170), Howath (dont know how to spell it, £40), work experience clothes (god knows...) material for textiles (£10+) it all add up i suppose and...we're only at the end of January! Dear god! The thing is, i feel really bad/uncomfortable when i ask my family for money for trips and thing like that so sometimes ill just choose to not even ask and just forget about certain things :L

I feel really tired tonight so im going to go to bed early and read a bit of my book :) Bye bye.

Amy, x x x

I'd just like to thank Kerry for her book recommendations, i am going to go to the library this week :) I'm going to look for all three, and bring them home to have a look at them. Whilst I'm there I'm going to have a flick through a few others as well. Thanks kerry!

Amy, x x

Rock and chips.

At this moment, right now at 13 minutes past nine I'm in my living room laying on the settee watching Rock and chips. To be honest I'm not completely sure what its all about, all i know is its something to do with only fools and horses. It's really good! Ha ha. Hilarious :)

Starting tomorrow I'm starting my eat better = opportunity to feel and look better thing. I don't really know what to call it because I'm not calling it diet...so yeah :) I know. I know. I've said this many a time before but I'm determined this time...she says :L

Amy, x x

Heaven.

Just an update really...Ive finished some of my coursework, just my english to do now.

I love you :)

My pictures from my walk...tbh, i dont like them.

Duckies :)

I like the water on this one.

Overall im not impressed. :(

Amy, x x

Hey guyyss, how are we all? I'm hoping that by the end of the today ill go on a walk around the lake with my mum to take a few pictures, i feel like Ive neglected m camera because since Christmas I've not used it, so...yeah. Not good. Right now I'm sat in my living room holding my brother and typing at the same time :L I guess you could say I'm THE ultimate multitasker! hes getting so big now, as I'm typing hes trying to sit him self up! Ha ha.

So yeah, my aim is that by the end of the day i will have been for a refreshing walk around the lake with my mum and taken quite a few pictures to prove it :) The lake around my house is pretty nice if you see it at the right time, the photo is really poor quality because i took it with my old phone but its the only picture i can show you. I was going to include my self in a few pictures but i changed my mind because i look really rough today :L I'm going to get my nan to ring the doctors and make me an appointment so i can ask the doctor if i can have something to help me with my skin. Hopefully, he will say he has just the thing for me ha ha.

After I've been for my walk i think i might possibly get my sewing machine out and have a play, you never know...i may make something to be proud of. All i can do is hope. If i do succeed i will make sure i take a photo of it, i might put a photo off my first sewing attempt up too ha ha.

Anyway, gonna be off now, ill put up the photos from my walk later.

Amy x x

Hey guyssss :) Thought id write a quick blog whilst I'm waiting for Glee to buffer :P I'm really getting int Glee ha ha, I've heard peple compare it to high school musical but...nahhh! HSM is poop! The past few days Ive been up to my neck in coursework and I'm so relieved that I've got the majority of my science done now. Phewww :) Oh yeah...recently ive become addicted to dialute vimto, i think it's a problem hahaha! My mums hopefully getting a new house, im really happy for her because the road she lives on at the moment kind of scared me because the people up the road were a little scary ha ha! Oh well...their not that bad i suppose. Bless them :L

Bye bye, Love Amy ;D x x

Hello dearies, I have finally, at long last sorted the internet out at my house! hallelujah! I have my mum and my baby brother over for a few days this week (not going to go into that - hectic) but yeah...hopefully things will be better afterwards :S
:)
Right...the snow. It's kinda starting to do my head in at school now. It's got to the point that the immature people are throwing 'ice balls' at people and yeah...they hurt. Oooohhh, I did my first 'sewing attempt' yesterday! Okay...its not very good. But its something! Ha ha, right..i don't have any pictures of it, but...i do have a few pictures of my sewing stuff ha ha. Basically all i made was a new cover for my dressing table stool ha ha.

Yeah...I'm gonna go now, bye bye x x

I bought my friend a charm for her beautiful charm bracelet today:) My friend Kerry, got a really gorgeous charm bracelet for Christmas and seems as she was in need...i am there to help :D I got her a charm of a snail (which sounds odd), which is very nice.

that's all i really have t say for now, bye bye. I may blog again later :)
Amy ;D x x x

P.S. In reference to yesterdays post, i found my silver lining :) x

It's not good man...not good.

Sometimes i feel like my life is a big fat train wreck. In some aspects everybody wants me and no matter what decision i make I'll hurt somebody in the process, and on the other hand theres the side where nobody wants me and the only person that gets hurt is me. The people who i end up hurting are the people i love the most, but theres nothing i cant do about it. All i can do is just carry on as if nothing was wrong. I'm sorry that this post is rather on the angry/sad/sympathetic side by the way. It's new years day and i should be happy, celebrating the new year and everything...but...whats there to celebrate? A new year? Its just another day. Hope fully 2010 will be better, certain things in my life i know i cant change but...oh well! I'll just try to find a silver lining.

Amy, x