2010 is very soon. Very soon indeed.

7 hours to go guys... Are you looking forward to 2010? Because i cant decide if i am. on one hand i am because next year I'm determined to sort certain things out for myself but on the other hand theres so much pressure coming from everywhere for next year-to get things done :S Oh well, whether i want it to or not - its coming! Oh yeah, im not doing anything tonight, im just gonna stay in ha ha.

Sorry to keep going on about my hair but just a quick word... Ive decided that the next time i get my hair done I'm going to get it ALL dyed the same tone of red that Ive got my highlights now. Oh and I'm going to have a thick full fringe put in ha ha. for the past week Ive been trying to get my hands on a babyliss curling wand because i have really pathetic strait hair that doesn't take to curlers because of the length but...Ive read up on some reviews for it and apparently its good for my type of hair so I'm going to get one :) Hopefully it shall do the trick perfectly!

well that's it for now folks, i may blog again later, bye bye x x x

New coat and 2010

I have two new coats. A red duffle coat and a normal hip length blue and grey checked one (that are shown above). I really like them both, i got them in the 1/2 price sales at peacocks :) Dont'cha just love the sales? I do :)

Its new year soon, 2010. God. Times just flown by, haha i sound like such an old woman but it really has! This year has really been an emotional rollercoaster for me, has it been for you? In the past six months ive lost my Mommar an gained a new gorgeous baby brother. deary deary me. I hope 2010 is good...

Amy x x x

What titile can you give a post with no purpose?

I'm going back to my mums house this evening. I'll probably get there at about half past seven then possibly we'll go out or just stay in and watch the box. My little brother will be there as well so that's good. Omg i cant wait to go to the sales! I love the sales! Who wouldn't? Its basically the good clothes from the year at good/low prices. Love it! I'm hoping to get some new jeans soon because i only have two pairs and I'd like a light blue pair, its really difficult to get jeans for me though because I'm the ultimate midget, so i have to get petite.

My new year resolutions this year are...

1) Drink more water.

2) Be creative. make more things.

3) Go walking...even if its just round the lake with the dog.

4) Be more chilled.

5) Get better skin. Nice skin. Less spots

6) Loose around a st slowly.

7) Get into a better sleeping habit.

I agree with Lauren about the 'how the new year gives you no more motivation than the rest of the year' but this year I'm kind of determined to change because before i know it I'll be leaving school and I'm not happy in my self so...these are needs really (quite pathetic needs). The problem with getting the stuff done is like i said in the last post...i don't have time.

Getting my hair don't tomorrow! Yay! I'm quite nervous though because I'm scared it'll look stupid :S Oh well! Live in the moment! Yeahhh!

Bye for now! Amy x x x P.S. The picture at the top is from my grandad

And Gran's wedding day a good 40 years ago.

I'd love to have a wedding like theirs.

:) Random photo. xD

Winter will fade then will come new life.

I don't usually do more than one blog a day..to be honest I'm a rather pathetic blogger. But today is different because I'm really bored (understatement). Right..the title of this blog. As everybody knows, after winter is spring and i love spring i like the colours...the green starts to return and its followed by lots of new life. Which is beautiful.

I have a problem. I have no time to do what is desperately needed to be done. Through the week i have alot to do because, as i live with my grandparents i have to fit in seeing my mum and dad too. Now that takes alot of effort because they're not together and live half an hour away from each other and then my house is in the middle. It takes about 15-20 minutes to get to my dad's house from mine and about 10 to my mums, there's just not enough time in the day! More than anything its my education that's suffering...mainly my coursework. I know i need to take priority in my work but i have this problem where i care TOO much about keeping other people happy because i love them so dearly. It really is a hectic lifestyle. My parents both have new partners, my dad is married to Sally who already had to girls who i now just say are my sisters to avoid confusion. They're younger than me; 8 & 9 to be precise. We don't always get on i will admit but deep down i do love them...the frustrating monsters.
My mum isn't married but shes has been with her fiance for five years now and shes recently had a little boy who i love to pieces!
And then theres my nan and grandad who you really cant compare to anybody else in the world! My nan is completely mental in her own little way, but not senile ha ha. She loves cooking and mewing and making things look pretty. And my grandad...well hes just Malc. What can i say? He loves their caravan (so does my nan), has lots of random tattoos and really does know how to press my buttons and he does it on purpose...for his own entertainment, my nan told me. Apparently when I'm angry I'm hilarious ha ha. I love all my family so much, it's unbelievable! Anyway...I'm going to stop talking now because i can almost grantee that you will be bored by now ha ha. Adios! x x P.S...My dad is attacking my little sister with a water gun she got out of a cracker. Hilarious. x

And the lights will fall down...

Christmas is practically over now and to be honest it doesnt feel that different, i think the only thing that will make a real difference to me is all the awsome/over done decorations. Oh and my great presents :D I get really excited EVERY year at christmas but this year i couldnt help but notice that it wasnt the same, i didnt have my usual christmas excitement. Not good. But its not all bad, i still enjoyed it thoroughly!

Im at my dads house now until tomorrow and i got here yesterday, i have to go back to my mums because im going to get my hair cut and dyed (at long last!) and my nan & grandad (who i live with) are going away for the new year for a while in their beloved caravan. Im having some trouble though...i cant decide wether i want highlights or full colour in my hair, im torn between having a dark red or just sticking to brown but having it darker again. For the cut im going to have my layers put back in again, some ore hair onto my fringe (because its really thin) and once again i cant decide wether to have a full fringe or a side one. I think i might just stick with a side fringe. Play safe. So yeah...that the update for my hair :D

For christmas, as i mentioned in a different post, i got an amazing sewing machine (in my opinion) and i decided that my first assignmet :P is going to be to make some nice pillows for my bedroom because im having it decorated. It should be completely finished my about the end of january :D My nan and grandad are paying for it to be done and im going to need to buy lots of awsome little storage boxes for all my stuff haha. I have alottt of random crap.

Anyway...sorry for the rather long blog. Have a nice day! x x

It's boxing day...christmas is almost over...how sad :(

ITS CHRISTMASSSSS!

Christmas is blummin great, dont'cha think? Its so happy...apart from the occasional down person haha. Today for me has been quite good tbh. This moring i got up and opened my presents, my faves were my main ones off my nan&Grandad, mum,shaun&kyle and my dad&sal. Off my nan and grandad i got a really cool, little sewing machine (its white and has cool green writing on it) which i love. Off my mum, etc i got an awsome cute little bracelet/charm bracelet with sister on it and off my dad&sal i got a really truly amazing camera , i love it because its little but bulky :P But...its not all about the presents is it? I love it on the whole. Any way im off, cheerio! Merry Christmas! Oh...heres a few pictures from today...off my new camera :) Hope everybody had a good christmas :)

School is almost over...christmas is almost here :)

School is almost over :( This year has gone so fast mann! I cant wait till christmas, i get my sewing machine and camera :D Yay...Kerry, you shall get your skirt next christmas haha...i swear by it! Kinda determined to be more crafty next year, make more stuff, spend less money on things that have been made my factories. Simple :) I cant believe my little brother is five weeks old tomorrow...time flies.

Haha, step dad's concept of a blog: "". TRUMP" How lovely.

Blummin great night!

Last night was amazing, L had a christmas party last night at her dads house at it was fucking great! Theres no denying it :) everybody had a blast! There was music, food and best of all...the perfect company :D The only downfall of the party was that it had to end to end so soon tbh. I will admit that it was honesty them most fun ive had with my friends in a long while, there was the occasional hiccup but that'll happen no matter where you go. We're gonna do it again some time, but next time...we wont go home. My plan is...get a big tent, food, music, alcohol, torches and everybody bring their own blankets and stuff and it'll be great! Blummin beautiful xD certain someone... i know you think im a hypocrite, but im not, i just care thats all, and its completelly different. Love you. x

Lauren's party is going to be great :) Thats right! Gonna be great :) Im really looking forward to tomorow, in the day im going to town with Kerry & Lauren, then from six o' clock onwards im going to be at Tubley's party :) I need to get christmas presents tomorrow, getting pretty stressed recently with chrismas...but i cant wait for my prsents! :L I am sooo releived that the play is over! Halilujah! My family came to see it on the last night (thursday) and my grandad made me laugh haha, in the interval i held my little brother Kyle everybody said he was really cute bless him, and he stayed at my house over night, my nan looks after him through the night and i sort him out through the day. Oh my god, im really tired and its only five to seven :S Bye bye x :)

EPIC NIGHT! Sat with my family until god knows what time listening to songs rnging from the late 50's to present day! Fucking great! LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THEM :)

Mum: hes gonna take the piss now.
Shaun: *walks in with slither of cake and passes it to mum*
Amy: *laughs alot*
Mum: dont take the piss
Shaun: how much do you fucking want!
Mum: more than that ya tight twat
Amy: *laughts alot more*
Shaun: *walks in and give more a bit more cake*
Amy: *laughs alot*
Mum: *walks into the kitchen and walks around*
Amy: *eats her cake but realises theres too much cream, then goes to chuck it in the bin*
Shaun: Woah woah woah! what you doing?! *takes the cream from my cake and eats it*
Amy: eats the reminder of her cake*
Shaun: wheres that cake gone?
Amy: i ate it
Shaun: you lousy bastard.
Mum: *laughs*


Done. Thats a small clip from my life for you lovely people :)

Wow. Tomorrows gonna be great! Bored AND alone, fab! Not.

Hiya :) Omg i really want some new stuff :( Christmas is quick aproaching and all my money has to be spent on presents, cards, etc. I would like a coat, i dont usually wear coats because i have issues with temperature. I dotn like being hot, its horrible, and they make me look all frumpy. id like a coat thats quite fitted and nice :) Ive also realised that i show my legs off rather alot, i either wear shorts or skirts most of the time and i only own two pairs of 'decent' jeans. Oh yeah and i occasionally wear dresses xD I'd also like some new tops, some bras and underwear, and...some more other random stuff. I still have to get lucy a tea pot and presents for my mum, dad, step mum, step dad, cousin, brother :), lacey, nan, grandad, other granad and lots more!Argggghhh! CRAZINESS! Christmas drives me crazy man! Ooo i was looking at some old photos from when i was little the other night and well their what i found ^^ xD

Love youuu, Amy :) x x

Halloween! It's halloween soon! My dad has a party every halloween, its really funny and all the family get invited and a friend of mine. The problemo i have is that i have no costume :S I dont have a clue what to wear hahah. To a halloween party! At my ownn dad's house! Oh god. Im so pathetic. I might just out some normal clothes on and some fake blood on my temples or something hahah. Simple. I took a few photos of me and my family today haha rather funny ones, the one at the top is of my nan bless her. She hates having her photo taken haha. Bye bye x x

Halilujah!

Hey fellas :)

Good news...my internet is back on my laptop so i will be able to get back to frequent blogs! Ooooo its halloween soon, my dads having a halloween party like usual and im inviting Lauren Tilson. I usually invite lauren to family things because my family just seem to lover her lol its like "Oooh its lauren! Hello! You okay? Having a nice time? Fancy a cuppa?" Hahaha bless 'um :P I had a rather good day today. I went to the cinema to see 'UP' with Lauren and Steven, it was rather fun and after the film we walked to darley park and stayed there for a good five hours hahaha. Gawd...recently i have this huge love for photography! it sounds so weird but its just so surprising how pretty you can make such simple thing by taking a picture from a different angle or light! So when my dad asked me what i wanted for christmas i thought i might as tell the truth so i said "Well to be honest i really would like a good camera. *cheesy grin*" Hahahah. I decided id like to study something like photography in uni but well...i dunno, i ust dont know if id be good at it. Anyway i really dont feel very well so im gonna go so i can go eat comfort food :) Bye bye :) x x x

Hey guys and gals!

Well...im in science. :) crazy/amazing hitman sub is back :) Yeahhhh man! He is honestly great, the other day we had him in PE and i was supposed to be in a deep game on badminton but instead i was standing gorming at this huge bald man jumping around like a ballarina :) Amazing (Y) So yeah....

Byeeeee xxx

Hello guys :)

I really do need some new clothes. Thats it. Simple. I've got loadss of random shitty clothes in my wardrobe and it really is terrible, bright colours, stripes, flowers, polka dots eveywhere! i need to splash out on some nice new rags :) So that should cost me...ALOT. Hahaha new shoes, jeans,shorts, dresses, tops, jumpers, cardigans, belts, socks, underwear, i could go on...Oh yeah and i need to buy christmas presents and mothers day is gonna cost me fortune because i need to shop for my mum, my nan and my step mum. Oh so hectic. Oh yeah i got one of Lucy's presents today, its a huge canvas with all the oasis album covers on it, i have to admit. It really is great. If you read this lucy, i think i really do deserve a nice christmas present in exchange :)hahaha. Holly oaks really is great, dont cha think? I love Newt bless him and his mental issues.Any ways im off now, toodles :) xxxx P.S...The picture at the top isnt the canvas i got lucy lmao xxx

I love you guys!

hello :)

Oh my good lord, i read Lucy's blog earlier and it really really got me thinking! I love my friends and their just great. If i think about it, i really do love my life atm. My family, my friends, my school life and oh my god...even the dogs being okay recently (now thats shocking). You see the reason im writing my second blog of the day is because im so god damn bored! It's three minutes to 11 and im sat watching 'Dont tell the bride'. How pathetic. Im going to town tomorrow with my mum, i really hope it goes well i mean me and my mum can argue alot but we always make up :) I love my mum :) Anyways...im gonna shoot off now hahah. That must of been the most boring blog in the history of the world hahaha.

Byeee xxx

Helloo guys and gals! :)

Well, well, well i haven't blogged in yonks! Missed me much?

Right! today has been...erm...okay. I am officially detirmined to sort my self out,live life for the moment and just basically get a grip on my life! Time is so precious and it goes by so god damn fast, just make the most of it! :) I had reading club tonight, because i have my times when i am...SUPER GEEK! yeah you know you love it. We're reading Wuthering Heights (which i must say is an amazingly great book so far) but my problem is i REALLY can't read out loud. My eyes go blury, i stutter and well i basically stop. This weekend i have loadss of home work to do: Maths, english, textiles, drama and child development :( Gonna take forever! I have a maths exam in november. If i had to put my feelings about it into on phrase i would say...' i am shitting my pants.' maths really isnt my best subject and sometimes i think i only get through it because i have the help of the amazing Lauren 'God' Tubby! Ooh! my mums only got just over four weeks till her due date now so im reallyy excited about it, shes defenaitly having a little boy and thats made me even more excited because theres not really any boys in my family lol and we only really have one baby in the family and thats Lacey. None the less Lacey is amazing but im just gonna make this kid into the ultime cool child of ever! Haha. Okay, maybe i over exaggerate a 'little' bit. Any way i must dash! lotsss of work to do :(

ChireeHo!

X xxx :)

London sickness.

Hello, last week was awsome! went to london with school and saw phontom of the opera and chicago :) phantom of the opera is the best show ive seen in all three years of going to London with school and the music in chicago is frikin amazing! the coach drive up there was awsome haha we all went really hyper for about an hour then just calmed suddenly hahaha but on the second day i was really ill so that put me on a bi of a downer tbh hahaha. It's my birthday soon my my friend lauren's is first so i got her some stuff from chicago because i really had no idea what to get her and i also got her this really cool metal weird book mark thing to replace her last decent one because it broke hahah. My out fits for the trip i absolutely adore, especially my dress its just really nice lol or that just might be my view but oh well hahah. But yeah bye bye xx

Twilight obsession :D

Hellooo my beautiful people =) How is everybody now days? this week has been just so god damn average! My life isn't normally average my lifes usually unusual and freaky and i always have stuff to think about but its been so boring i want to curl up in a ball and read my book 24/7 but thats unhealthy lmaoo. Im reading the twilight saga (its amazinggg) and atm im on the longest and by the sounds of it the best book and im trying to make it last agess so i dont have to stop reading them because when i finish it im goin to be like Nooooo! I love jacob and Edward, but jacob is my faveorite character haha their both proppa fit in the poster above lmaoo.But anyway had a riding lesson last saturday i was really nervous my legs were shaking haha but oh well it was good i rode a 13.2 pony called Edward hahah :D but anyway im bored so im gonna go bye bye darlings :D X xxx

Hey my friends (: Today has been utterly amazing. I will admit i have kinda skived the day off school but in my own defence it was for the good of my self and my mum and her bump (: well i suppose i'll tell you why im so happy; last night i popped in to see my mum to make sure she was ok and whilst i was there she told me her first scan was tomorrow (today) and sked me to go with her and i automatically jumped to the opertunity. Today i got up had a shower and got ready to be taken to my dads and once i was there i just decided to come on the laptop for a while then i left at 12:10 to go meet my mum outside the pub, then we walked to my mums friend's house who was taking us to the hospital. The wait for the scan took forever and was terrible but once we were in the scan room the put the jelly on my mums tummy and all of a sudden this amazing little picture was there, my heart stopped and i was filling up! this little blob is my brother or sister and it's so tiny and i could hear it's heart beat and we got told he or shes healthy and well. I'm so happy he or shes ok and i cant wait to meet them :) Byeee Xxxx oh yeah and the picture at the top is my the scan picture i got to keep (:

Hello,

I'm in a proper weird mood today i just keep thinking about my mum because shes pregnant and i was just thinking what the babies like now and i found out that it has fingers and toes and wrists and ancles. I find this soo cute lol, im really depressed as well too because i dont live with my mum and i realised im never going to see the baby. The real vital things a sister should feel and witness im going to miss out on, like a sisters supposed to be pissed of about the stupid baby crying all night but i wont get that and a sisters supposed to see the first smile and first laugh and first steps and i wont see them. Seriously gutted and depressed is how id describe my self at the minute :( so... really weird but i fell to sleep this afternoon because i was just laying on my bed staring t the ceiling thinking about the future and the past and whats happening now. Any way im going to go now so bye bye (: Love Youuuu Xxxxxx

Tropical sourz, Guiness and dasies.

Heyyyaaa,

this has gotta be a really quick blog but basicly yesterday was cool i took the dog for a walk and took loadsss of pictures but my faveorite one was the one of the dasies and the sky. Went to the pub an had a few drinks with some family and friends lol anyway gotta go byeee love youuu x x x

Awsomest Day.

Today has been awsome tbh, I went to my tutor meeting thing (that i was 15 minutes late to) and found out that I got all the options i wanted; Drama, Child development and Product design. Then i went to pick my friend Lauren up from her house to find that she'd been waiting with her bags for almost an hour hahaha. Anyway we went back to my house and made a little packed lunch of; Cheese sandwitches, apples and two cartons of OJ. When we got to the farm lauren helped me muck out the stable and them we gave the ponies a huge pampering session of lots of brushing and being really nice. I decided later on that we was going to tack them up and go for a walk but to everyones astonishment Woody started being naughty so i decided to leave it, by this time i was seriously pissed off so i decided it was about time for us to eat :) Yumm. Tbh this was my faveorite part of the day because theres me and Lauren sat on a mountain block outside the farm gates eating cheese sandwitches and looking out over the "Scenery and Greenery" as i quote from earlier. it just sempt to last forever with the sun shining and the birds twittering and just everything going right for once. Around 10 minutes later we finished our food and drink and gave our apple cores to random horses on the yard then we had a right old laugh carrying a huge bucked of water down to the paddock (Sooo funny.) strait after that we decided to leave and whilst waiting for my grandad to pick us up we had a wonder down the park and went on a little assault corse and it was so difficult we came to a joint decision that it was designed by some sort of olympic athlete, soon after this man turned up with his girlfriend and baby and just did the whole thing so easily we felt ashamed to call our selves human hahaha. We later went home and ate spaghetti bolognase and drank vimto and then i had to go back out to the stables again (this is where the day just went totally shite) i told lauren id be as quick as i could but when we got there the the electric fence was even worse than before so we had to take it all down and put it back up again then we had to lunge Dainy Michelle's new horse, then we had to clean the ponies then we had yo muck out and to top it all off they took FOREVER to eat their teas. By the time id gotten home Lauren was still on the laptop and she just sempt to hate me, i felt shit and just wanted to die! And here i am now laying in bed with the laptop on my knee, just the shitest end to the awsomest day.
X Amy X

smack her round the head!

hello!

Wow i havent written in a long while but tbh i dnt think anyone cares but oh well lol =] this weeks been okay so far but today was horrible so im seriously annoyed! My own teacher practically called me fat! Rrrggh i hate her and just want to smack her round the head! anyway today my cousin came round with her fiance and my god daughter Lacey-Jayne shes absolutely gorgeous and i love her to bits! Whenever their round my house im like the permanent baby sitter and i love it! Lacey was one on the 12th of february lol so shes at that stage between crawling and walking tbh i think shes bein lazy and just wont walk on her own hahah but oh well. Hopefully im going to be starting my diet soon its one of them diets where you have one meal a day and lods of fruit and veg but my only problem is that i only like one veg and thats cucumber! I love it! But oh well i already do LOADS of exercise about a mile of walking everyday after school when i go to the stables.But anyway im seriously bored and im watching ice road truckers hahah so byeee loveYou;xxxxx Amy x x

Hiya, I absolutely love my dad! Today i went to the ponies again in the pouring rain and it was terrible, took us half an hour to catch woody the numpty! anyway im seriously happy because today my dad told me tht hes going to buy me an ex race horse for my 15th or 16th birthday! I told him i wanted one in at least a year because i dont know enough about horses yet. The reason im so happy hes getting an ex race horse is bacause i would be rescuing it. When a race horse retires if its owner cant sell it to a pet owner or a breader they sell them for dog meat and i just so happy that i get to take one away from that and let it live the rest of its life relaxed. Itll be a pet for me that i just use for general hacking and going to competitions in but the difference is ill treat it wit respect unlike its past owners (hahaha i sound like a divvy) im just so happy! i have a smile that covers my face from ear to ear! byee x Amy x Floral pants x

bust busy day

Well i must say today has been one of the busiest days ive had in a while, the thing is my friend michellle lets me loan her pony woody so hes half mine hes 3 this may and is being broken in this month as soon aas we have a saddle that fits properly and i have all my riding tack. I absolutely love him to bits but i also have to help out with her other pony toby hes really small as hes a welsh section A and their both utterly lovely. Today I woke up at 6:30 but as its me I fell back to sleep and didnt get up till half 8 but thats no differnt to usual because im rubbish at getting out of bed :P. So anyway first things first we quickly went to the livery to take off the ponies rugs but it turned out they'd already taken them off them selves the little buggers! So we went to the old stables as we only recently moved to the livery yard around a week ago from Michelles mums stables and we collapsed the electric fence then went and put it up at the livery (Flat meadows farm) and that was just a night mare! anyway then we did the most annoying and boringest job in the world; poo picking from the paddock! but anyway thats boring so im not going to go into detail of that for obvious reasons. So then we had to sort out this absolutely huge muck heap that everyone at the yard uses and it was a nightmare. After that the rest of the day was good we cuaght the ponies from the paddock and tied them up on the yard then we gave them a good old pampering session. I was in utter shock when harry (michelle's son) was randomly rididng toby and woody around the yard bare back really good! so thats basicly my day and i cant wait until tomorrow because i dont see my dad very often and he coming out walking the ponies with us i cant wait! x byee x Amy x P.S the picture at the top was taken a few months ago so their a little bigger now and woody is the larger one.

i just love this picture so much, just reminds me of in the summer when you go out with friends and sit on the grass when you have so many opertunities to sit on a bench just because you feel more at home, and take random pictues of the sun and trees and grass. (: well i do that anyway even if no one else does hahaha. (:

hi everyone,
dont quite know why im saying everyone because no bodys going to read this but oh well guess its just like a public diary hahaha. decided to do a blog because recently ive become obsessed with writing in my diary and i like to share stuff like what i like and what phases im going through at he moment hahah omg i sound like such an idiot but oh well (:please dont ask about the name haha got kinda bored and mind went a little blank. This blog is going to be soo boring because i just dont know what to put plus its like twenty to eleven and i dont have much to say at this time of night because imm a tiny bit tired and my minds a little side tracked tbh. anyway im going to write a new blog tomorrow when my minds a little better and fresher bye bye x Amy x